Showing posts with label stress. Show all posts
Showing posts with label stress. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

exhale.

hey.

I FINISHED. i wish i'd been able to continue writing consistently during the school year, but the truth is that i was completely overwhelmed. i have a new respect for everyone who has ever gone back to school after being out for a while. young, old, single, married, kids, pets, rich, poor, whatever. it's a lot of work.

a lot happened during the year too. we were down an income briefly, we lost power for several days during the tornadoes, we ate frozen pizza about four days a week every week, and our house has a humidity level of a tropical conservatory on a regular basis (only partly due to the plethora of plants, thank you very much.) we also learned, and are continuing to learn, how to work together as a team to lead a happy and healthy life together while often feeling completely weighed down by stress and worry. the important thing i've taken out of it is that even though it's been an extremely difficult year, i can still confidently say that i'm making the right decisions. i'm so happy to be in school learning about something that i love, and i'm so happy to have andrew as my partner.

there's been a lot of cool things going on, which i will elaborate on in some upcoming posts. in a journey with lots of obstacles, there have been some notable high points.  the best being that i have completed my "freshman" year, finishing with all A's both semesters. i told my mom that i don't think i even made that many A's in my entire four years at carolina! it feels good.

i've got the rest of this week off from school until the summer session starts next monday, may 23rd. that means baking, cooking, playing with plants in the backyard, cheesy novels, and gossip girl. excellent.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

the little pitbull might be hibernating for a while.

i am temporarily admitting defeat in my ambitious blogging endeavor. i seem to have chosen quite a challenging path for myself that i can only take one day at a time. it's an understatement to say i'm busy; i am having quite a hard time coming to terms with the fact that there are lots of things i became accustomed to that i can't have anymore - one of which is free time to myself. when not in class, i'm working in the greenhouse on campus, and when not at either of those places, i'm at work at the garden center. these are all things that i wanted, which makes handling this schedule that much more frustrating since i brought this on myself. but, the resounding message i'm getting from my family and friends? this video contains the general gist.

midterms are over. spring classes are signed up for. it's almost christmas!